Hey Katrina, I know I’m a little late on the response here (Medium suggested the article to me, great job, by the way, David O.!) I would recommend having a look through the book ‘What Do I Do When I Want to Do Everything’ or ‘Refuse to Choose’ depending on your geographical location, by Barbara Sher. She talks about the struggles you (and I) seem to be going through. It’s a pretty validating read :)